This is time on my own. This is an adventure. I’m living in another world, In the world of nature… Success or failure means nothing I’m living without any demands on me, I’ve got all my skills, I’ve got all my energy, I’m relaxed, It doesn’t matter whether I win or lose... Able to live without critical voices... I’m alone… My new home… In nature… Everybody left but I didn’t feel sad. I’m alone... I don’t have to do anything… Without “have to” or “should do” I don’t know how I'll live… After everybody had gone, I cleaned and tidied up the house. I’m alone… I listened to the radio but after one hour even the radio was too much for me. I turned it off.… I made a cup of tea… It was very unusual for me because I don’t like coffee or tea but I really wanted to drink a cup of tea while listening to the voice of the wood burner. I felt fantastic. I was free to be confused and be no one... I was enchanted. I’m alone… I adore my new cottage, of course
My life totally changed when I was diagnosed with Autism at age fifty-two. I explore this in the SUDDENLY AUTISTIC/ASPIE section of my blog. The WANDERINGS section is for sharing about walking, hiking, sailing and travelling. In 2020 I spent 6 months in the Elan Valley. I wrote about my experience in the ELAN VALLEY section of the blog.